Then the cold came,
the dark days when fear crept into my mind.
I gave you all of my love,
and you gave me your goodbye.
Monday, March 14, 2011
→ back to the wonderments of blogging...

i decided to rekindle my love for blogging cos lately i've been feeling really down. there's actually no one that i can talk to nowadays, it's so freaking depressing. i may look so full of joy in the outside, but in the inside, habis berpecah-pecah my heart, sighhhh. =( i now this is kinda gay or whatever you people want to say, but expressing your feelings is actually very healthy for the soul what, so to hell what you people think of me. okay, so to the real stuff. i'm confused bah now actually. i know that i should be studying my ass off and get flying colours in my SPM, but there are too many distractions, the one that is the biggest problem, is LOVE. aiiiiiiih, gila oh that thing, it's so influencial, it can make you so damn happy in one moment, and the next time it comes around, it crashes your heart to pieces. why do people still do that to themselves when they know that it's coming? people like me. i refuse to resist the person, but actually, i think i deserve a whole lot more than to be played around. hmmm, well, gots to gos now. will blog if i feel like it, teehee. =)

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