Then the cold came,
the dark days when fear crept into my mind.
I gave you all of my love,
and you gave me your goodbye.
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
→ new blog skin...

i spent an hour searching for the right blog skin for my blog, and thank GOD it produced some fruit. i like this blog skin of mine cos' it's GREEN. and it's kinda simple looking and innocent, kinda like the opposite of me, haha. okay, so tomorrow will be the first day of Camp Impossible, or is it Camp Possible? i'm not really clear about that, sadly. so, i'm excited for it, even though my hands haven't even started the packing process, but i'm eager to meet new faces and new people, while still being friends with all the familiar faces and people, of course. i just hope it'll be a blast. what if it turned out to be a disaster, or a catastrophe? i hope not, i really do. with camp going on early this year, i wonder what i'll do in the middle of the year? even IU Day is on March this year, but most interact-ers are Lifeteen though, so i guess there'll be a decrease in participants this year, haha, siapa suruh the rotarians to kasi awal IU Day? and it's not even in Palm Square this year, it will be held in Dewan Serbaguna KK, i mean who goes there? hmm, okay, i'm being judgmental, i'm sure it'll be a blast. anyways, the internet is loading videos very slow today, and i don't know why, i can't even watch Glee online now cos it's too freaking slow, sighhh. i guess i'll just have to bear with my dear friend, the internet, haha. well, i guess i blabbed enough today, i'm sure people are yawning as we speak, hehe, or write? so, toodles. =D

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Monday, March 14, 2011
→ back to the wonderments of blogging...

i decided to rekindle my love for blogging cos lately i've been feeling really down. there's actually no one that i can talk to nowadays, it's so freaking depressing. i may look so full of joy in the outside, but in the inside, habis berpecah-pecah my heart, sighhhh. =( i now this is kinda gay or whatever you people want to say, but expressing your feelings is actually very healthy for the soul what, so to hell what you people think of me. okay, so to the real stuff. i'm confused bah now actually. i know that i should be studying my ass off and get flying colours in my SPM, but there are too many distractions, the one that is the biggest problem, is LOVE. aiiiiiiih, gila oh that thing, it's so influencial, it can make you so damn happy in one moment, and the next time it comes around, it crashes your heart to pieces. why do people still do that to themselves when they know that it's coming? people like me. i refuse to resist the person, but actually, i think i deserve a whole lot more than to be played around. hmmm, well, gots to gos now. will blog if i feel like it, teehee. =)

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